1. |
al
03:21
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it was cold there
by the river
before we kissed on the train
still a few days away
and i was freezing
so you lent me your coat
thought against it then
when you walked me home
in the morning
let the mattress deflate
took the train into town
burned an eight hour day
came in reeling
put the coat to my face
scent of your cigarettes
washed the bad dreams away
ally i'm in portland and i'm hoping that you're ok
ally i'm in portland and i hope you have a beautiful day
i know that i won't see you but it's something that i'm glad to say
ally i'm in portland and i hope you have a beautiful day
it got darker
at least that's how it felt
you couldn't stand me then
and i hated myself
so i quit the day job
caught an overnight plane
wandered back into town
where all i left was the same
ally i've been thinking and i'm wishing that i would've stayed
but i came back to pennsylvania and i think that may have been a mistake
but as sure as i can't change it is as sure as i can smile and say
ally i'm in portland and i hope you have a beautiful day
ally i'm in portland and i hope you have a beautiful day
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2. |
every day
02:29
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and when the night falls into morning
i fall asleep to pass the time
i dream about you almost everyday
you're almost always on my mind
incandescent
if you forget
light it back against the night
i call you up to tell you everything
but lose the plot when you say hi
without you i can't handle any day
you let the light inside my life
incandescent
if you forget
light it back against the night
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3. |
blackout
03:58
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the awful came the day it broke
with a full moon rising and getting bad
you're three shots in and overwhelmed again
so i tip it over and let it end
i can't tell why i felt so low
but i guess i knew you weren't coming back
to pull you down and jerk you around again
yeah you were smarter to let it end
in the background holding nothing
no one left for me to blame
but i don't even think about that now
there's nothing really left to talk about
let our friends all ask about me
they like you better anyway
but i don't even think about that now
there's nothing really left to talk about
freak out and spin out and lash out and pass out
freak out and spin out and lash out and pass out
freak out and spin out and lash out and pass out
freak out and spin out and lash out and pass out
and black out
black out
black out
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4. |
night 2
03:13
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goddamn that sun is hardly setting
it's darker back inside and plenty lonely too
they fill my beer i smile at nothing
so lost that i can't find a reason next to you
it makes it hard
no end no start
the light breaks for you
i hope it's better after summer
so tired of crowds sometimes and hoping they'll be new
so tired of plans we had together
so sick of losing time without you in there too
behind the bar
two worlds apart
the light breaks for you
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5. |
back to you
03:27
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looking back on the road i chose and
it’s kind of hard not to let it go
but i keep on turning back to you
creeping into my head and i know that i
hate to see where i let it go
but i keep turning back to you
don’t / when you walk off
lest you wait / look to me i’ll
let this sound / turn the lights out
drive you home / suddenly i watch you glow
when you walk off / dizzy waves
look to me i’ll / that's the sound
turn the lights out / let me go
suddenly i watch you
in my head and my heart well i know that you’re
better off since i let it go
but i keep on turning back to you
for all the squabbles and fussing i know that you’re
happier like i should've known
but i keep on turning back to you
don’t / when you walk off
lest you wait / look to me i’ll
let this sound / turn the lights out
drive you home / suddenly i watch you glow
when you walk off / dizzy waves
look to me i’ll / that's the sound
turn the lights out / let me go
suddenly i watch you
oh i could’ve wasted hours wasting time with you
oh i couldn’t think of anything that i wouldn’t do
oh in my head i wasted hours wasting time with you
oh i could’ve wasted hours wasting time with you
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6. |
love hurts
06:19
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love hurts
love scars
i don't know where you are
and i'm not strong or tough
i admit that i have had enough
love hurts
love scars
i'm lost out in the dark
hold my hand
help me up
i can't find my way without your love
never gonna see you again
i'm young
i know
but even so
all the things
that i do
aren't enough to keep from losing you
love hurts
love scars
blacked out behind the bar
hail a cab
pass out cold
wonder why i wander all alone
never gonna see you again
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7. |
almost cut my hair
08:23
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felt so strange to leave it there
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8. |
heads gone away
02:58
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don't hesistate
two words i sat and wrote down for me today
and my heads gone away
ah let the mourning come
like a thief in the night
i watch you run
love
it got away
but god i feel so lonesome for you today
and my heads gone away
ah let the mourning come
where i keep it inside has come undone
and my heads gone away
and i found out a way and it's all i know
i can feel it inside
i watch it grow
and my heads gone away
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9. |
without
03:46
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when i think of you
i don't know what i'll do
don't know what i'll do
or what i'm waiting for
cus everything i do
it all comes back to you
total loss consume
what am i waiting for
with and without you
well i never dream of nothing again
now you're far away
i hope to god you stay
how can i make way
when i'm just hanging around
cus when i think of you
i know not what i do
lost myself anew
fucking dragging me down
with and without you
well i never dream of nothing again
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10. |
near
02:35
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you don't even know the story
you came in and opened up my life
not so bad for hardly knowing
not so bad i noticed once or twice
lately i wish i were near you
late at night, i know it's not quite right
i know i'm not a perfect person
i admit, i miss you in my life
so it's one shot for the road
the rest, hey, i don't know
one shot for the road
the rest, hey, i don't know
it's one shot for the road
the rest, hey, i don't know
it's one shot for the road
the rest, i'll wait for
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